The only thing that will make me happy about myself is changing my lifestyle and dedicating myself to losing x amount of weight and become healthier. I think once I accomplish this, I can accomplish anything. Its going to be hard but its going to be worth it.

The true measure of a man is how he treats you when others are not looking.
Alessandra Torre (via -kelly)

(Source: observando)

In the past 4 years, I know someone who always have me in the back of his mind, as if I’ve never left. That someone also knows me more than I know myself sometimes and he is someone that makes me really happy. He doesn’t just make me happy, he gives me comfort and shelter me under his loving arms. He’s someone I can call my best friend, my boyfriend, my lover. 

Looking back, I never realized how much we went through together. We started as strangers, to acquaintance, then friends, and now best friend and a couple all together. We fight, we argue, and we makeup.I’m still amaze on how we did all that in one day. I learned so much from this past year about you, myself, and us as a whole. We talked about the future but I was afraid. I was afraid that someday “what if” is going to happen. But you helped me be optimistic and helped me see that the future is going to be alright. When it comes to my struggles in life, you are the best supporter anyone could ask for. You are so amazing at everything you do just to make me be happy. 

It’s only minutes away from our one year and I can honestly say, “we made it.” I no longer have that 6 months curse (lol). You truly are something wonderful and I’m so lucky to have someone like you. Who knew we were bound to be together? I mean… Look at you and look at me. LOLjk! Happy One Year Anniversary, Handsome. I love you so much (more). 

8/12/2014 @11:00PM

I cant go on like this anymore…..

I used to be fearless. Now I’m slowly losing it. I’m losing myself.

Luck haven’t been on my side lately….


Landscapes, 2014 | by Anthony Samaniego

I love my boyfriend. When it comes down to it, he will always be there for me through thick and thin and I’m so lucky to find someone who can make me feel special and alive again. Thank you for all that you do, love.

Beyoncé & Live Performances (1997-2014)

(Source: life-of-beyonce)

The loneliest people are the kindest. The saddest people smile the brightest. The most damaged people are the wisest. All because they do not wish to see anyone else suffer the way they do.
(via fashionfever)

(Source: tanhu)


Too many times have I encountered with the existence of temporary. It feels different and weird to see people you once knew living their lives perfectly fine without you. People who you’d thought would always be there by your side. The way you used to be so close. You used to talk everyday. You…

I can relate to this so much right now.

3 more days til’ California.

I can do this.